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July 20, 2008

In response to this post, Today I say goodbye to WoW again. I can't say that I really ever returned to wow, Ive made a few characters, played a few hours, lost my mind, and generally made old memories feel worse.

I just can't do it anymore, I can't sit in the chair and be a zombie for hours, I can't enjoy something that punishes my body and my mind. Do I want to play with my friends? Of course, I just cannot, and will not play something that hurts me. I give up trying to make something awful feel good. Its like food you don't like, your friends may be eating it but that still doesn't make it taste good.

I wish I had will power and commitment to say this is the last time, there will be no more trying WoW, trying to feel good again, trying to make the old memories real again. I can't, I don't have that power. I watch one old WoW video and I will renew my account. The power the memories I have from that game have over me is too great. I despise the game, everything about it, but the haunting memories, the friends, the dream, it always gets me, makes me feel like its possible to all get together again.

I wish I could say life is the last mmo I will ever play, it would be a quaint and poetic ending to this post, but I can't say that, I pre-ordered Warhammer a few months ago for one last ride with some friends.

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ryan

I for one, congratulate you.

this game is evil. it holds you back irl and then keeps you down all under the guile of it being a 'game'

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